Feb 6 2010

The Scourge of Focus Stealing

at 2:33 am

Current Mood:Angry emoticon Angry & Tired emoticon Tired

I hate iTunes sometimes. It keeps on deciding that it is more important than anything else I’m doing on here, and brings itself to the front (making me accidentally press buttons that have been on screen for less than a millisecond). It keeps doing this. Seriously. Every. Single. Fucking. Minute.

“Hi! I’m iTunes! I see you’re updating your iPhone firmware right now. You can’t possibly want to be doing anything else on here… hey! I’m talking to you! Watch my ridiculously slow progress bar and do nothing else!”

There is a setting in Windows that prevents this sort of thing from happening. I checked. It’s enabled. This should not be happening. But iTunes sees fit to ignore that and proclaim itself the superior being.

RAGE!

Ah… it’s done now. Finally. After half an hour of doing this, every single fucking minute, making my computer borderline unusable (unless I was prepared to risk accidentally pressing millisecond-old buttons on millisecond-old windows).


Feb 4 2010

And the Trans Rep for 2010-11 is…

at 11:17 pm

Me!

I got 8 votes for and 1 for Re-Open Nominations. Bearing in mind there were 8 people there who I knew were eligible to vote, the 9th voter was either somebody who was new and not out, or somebody who was not eligible to vote.

EDIT: turns out my memory is fail: there were 9 people there eligible to vote.

Based on I Remain Anonymous‘ attempts to remain true to their name, I doubt they were present.

In other news…

I eventually got out of bed at about 5:15pm today. I fail. But… I’m instigating a points system starting next week. Every day I get up at a reasonable time, and go to lectures, I get an imaginary token worth £2 to spend at Tesco. A whole week’s worth of these tokens gives me an extra £6 to spend on whatever I want. That’s the plan at least.

Also…

SQUEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Feb 4 2010

Why do people continue to put up with me?

at 3:59 am

Current Mood:Tired emoticon Tired

Remember ‘Alice’? Maybe this post will remind you. Well… they are far too forgiving for their own good.

Tonight’s attack on Alice, the person who once proclaimed that it was not within my power to dent her mood, left her upset. I recall her saying that she was going to go to bed crying. The worst part was that this left me feeling slightly triumphant. A small victory was mine.

And my inevitable next attack will be worse.

Because, she continues to tolerate me, long beyond the point of sanity. And while she does, I’ll keep coming for her.

I’ve tried to protect her in the past, by blocking her and avoiding her and suchforth… but it doesn’t work. Protecting her from myself because I can’t trust myself… by trusting myself to protect her… it just doesn’t work. She always gets unblocked. She sits next to me in lectures. I cannot protect her from myself on my own. She needs to protect herself.

Because I don’t trust myself not to abuse her at any minute, without a moment’s notice. And I can’t stand hurting her anymore.

In other news…

I’ve been annoying my housemates for a while now, with my complete apathy for doing household chores and other such fail. I was kinda taking them for granted and assuming that they would just abide by me.

Knocked on one of their doors earlier to ask if I could borrow their printer briefly, not realising it was 3.30am. The response was an under-the-breath “for fuck’s sake”.

Apparently I’m annoying my housemates more than I first thought.


Feb 1 2010

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-02-01

at 4:00 am
  • My drink has been leaking in my bag >_< #
  • Happy Winter-een-mas everybody! #
  • I've just had to type up 3600 words! >_< PAINFUL! #
  • @scattermoon me too. i wonder what happened to it? in reply to scattermoon #
  • The DCS front door is broken. Fortunately for me, it is stuck in the open position. #
  • @plastikscissorz interesting… ;) in reply to plastikscissorz #
  • @scattermoon I'll stick you in an open position, any day :P in reply to scattermoon #
  • Tesco Own Brand Cheap Tacky creme eggs. Interesting. The shell is clearly fail, and broke apart quite quickly. Nommy goo though. 6.5/10. #
  • @scattermoon HOLY CRAB! The letter 'Y' in the middle of a word it is not normally in the middle of! *approves* in reply to scattermoon #
  • @scattermoon aha! good point. would be better if you could fit an Æ in there somewhere… in reply to scattermoon #
  • @scattermoon photos or it didn't happen! in reply to scattermoon #
  • @plastikscissorz Fear me! in reply to plastikscissorz #
  • @scattermoon :P maybe. if you're especially good. in reply to scattermoon #
  • @scattermoon there was plenty for everybody, last time i checked. in reply to scattermoon #
  • @plastikscissorz hehe. fun times! in reply to plastikscissorz #
  • @scattermoon do it. It works. in reply to scattermoon #
  • Unitemps is so slow! I potentially have a job interview tomorrow, but I don't know when, where or whether I even have one! #
  • 3 year old cheddar. Nom. #
  • Throwing things around my desktop is fun. Simple things for simple minds. #
  • It says something about the sort of people who have iPhones when in the top free 10 apps you can find 'Boob Party' #
  • @plastikscissorz eep! But in NEED those fingers! in reply to plastikscissorz #
  • Apple Tablet is being announced in 4 hours! ^_^ #
  • @scattermoon interesting… in reply to scattermoon #
  • Why do I still have to lie on the floor to avoid the Stargate style kwoosh the grill makes after trying to light it for five decades? #
  • Gah! Bus is FULL of noisy loud people. >_< #
  • Seriously, there are people standing… UPSTAIRS. Loud enough for my ears to actually be in pain. :( #
  • So. Unitemps says I have not been rejected for the job, but the only interviews were Wednesday and yesterday. Seems like a rejection to me. #
  • Glitterball tomorrow! Excitement! #
  • I don't care what the Subaru infront of you has been saying, you are not a bus. #
  • Getting up at 10:35 on a weekend = do not want! #
  • Methinks it might be impossible to drink a juicebox without looking childish. #
  • Glitterball!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #
  • Glitterball over for another year. :( #
  • Drunk Tegan = lol #
  • Glitterball was fun. Looking forward to the photos :D #
  • @plastikscissorz maybe, though most people would see it as 'childish' though :( in reply to plastikscissorz #
  • My blog no longer has a 'www.'! FINALLY got around to getting rid of that. I do not like 'www.' #
  • My iPhone can multitask! I can listen to http://is.gd/7r0RX in Safari and do ANYTHING ELSE! This amazes me! #
  • "That was a sneeze. I don't know where it came from. Actually, I do know where it came from! It came from my nose!" #

Jan 31 2010

Kapow! Take that, ‘www.’ and may you never return!

at 8:25 pm

Current Mood:Esctatic emoticon Esctatic

Good news everybody! My blog, as you may or may not notice, no longer has that pesky little ‘www.’

Go on. Try manually inserting a ‘www.’ at the start of that url.

See? GONE!

Hurrah!

This pleases me. I do not like ‘www.’.

Just say no!

Just say no!


Jan 31 2010

Re: Julie Bindel’s latest hilarious escapade

at 8:19 pm

Current Mood:Loltastic emoticon Loltastic

Stolen from Darkwaterfairy’s LJ post:

“The sexchanging. … Can’t you hear it? … I thought it would stop, but it never does. Never, ever, stops. Inside my head, the sexchanging, Doctor. The constant sexchanging.”


Jan 30 2010

Another day wasted

at 3:20 am

Current Mood:Tired emoticon Tired

I got out of bed at about 5pm today, so today didn’t stand much of a chance from the start.

With the Glitterball tomorrow, there were a few things that I needed to get done today. Getting up so late meant I had to catch up with lectures, for a start. I’m determined not to build up a backlog of these, like I did last term. It was about 10.30pm by the time I’d gone through those and caught up on missed lectures. That was from 2 lectures I missed today. However, not knowing where the lecturers finished today, I had to read up until the point that I was sure I’d covered at least twice as much material as could possibly have been covered. I missed a lecture on Monday too, iirc, read to catch up and ended up reading ahead. Turns out that knowing the lecture material in advance is quite helpful. Unfortunately, some of the lecturers don’t put the material online until after they have covered it >_<

So yeah. That is about the only productive thing I’ve done today. I was supposed to have gone to bed (or rather, gone to do a few things and then bed) about an hour and a half ago. Yeah. Not much success there. About all I’ve done, other than lecture notes reading, is get distracted by Google Reader, MSN and the TV (not my fault, that one!). Also, I made this:

That is a mockup of what I would consider to be my ideal MSN client. I’ve recently (finally) downloaded MSN Plus, and tabbed conversations have been a really useful thing to have. But there is one huge flaw with them. When I have all my conversations visible, I can see what people have said recently. I can see what EVERYBODY has said recently. With tabs… I can’t. All I know is that X has said something, but because I’m on the Y tab I do not know what they have said. So, a few minutes of Photoshopping and I came up with the following slight modification to what my MSN currently looks like:

I gave up on that particular theme in the end, but the tabs on the left I found incredibly useful. And with the two slight modifications, I would have what would be my ideal messenger. What is in the first image is the GUI I came up with after an hour of playing with NetBeans. At some point I might get around to actually turning that into a functional client.

But yeah. Lecture notes, and a GUI that does nothing. That is all I have done today. Today, when I was supposed to be going to London to participate in a protest (the details of which I can’t be bothered to look for at the moment). That didn’t happen. Or rather, it happened without me. Me not going was partly down to getting up at 5pm (did I mention that?), but it was also partly down to me planning on going down with 3 friends and meeting up with another 2 once I got to London. The 3 pulled out and so did the 2. So, yeah. With nobody I know going, I was hesitant to go down on my own. Might have still happened; I did buy placard making material after all.

Which reminds me… on Tuesday, I was invited to go to Birmingham with a friend on Wednesday. I couldn’t make Wednesday, due to a coursework meeting, but said I could do Thursday instead. We agreed on this, I looked for, and bought a train ticket, and we decided it would be a fine thing. However, somewhere between my saying that I could definitely not do Wednesday, and my talking about the trains I could get on Thursday, I managed to somehow make them think that I had changed my mind and could make Wednesday after all. So, yeah.

Think I might just give up on optimism already. Simple statistics will tell you that it is a bad thing to have:

Consequences of: something happening something not happening
Optimism No effect. You assumed it would happen, therefore it is no surprise when it does. (Score: 0) Disappointment. (Score: -1)
Pessimism Nice surprise. (Score: 1) No effect. You assumed it would not happen, when it didn’t you are not disappointed. (Score: 0)

See? When you look at it like that, it is easy to see that the expected score of pessimism (-0.5) is better than the expected score of optimism (0.5).

In other news…

Yesterday I managed to get myself out of a depression cycle using self-hypnosis. At some point I’ll see if I can figure out how to explain that on here, perhaps provide instructions.

Today I noticed a rather large crash was imminent. Somehow I managed to stop that from happening, though my flood barriers did not manage to stop the entire wave. Even so, a reasonable success.


Jan 25 2010

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-01-25

at 4:00 am
  • Is it too much to ask to have a single individual room numbered B2.04? #
  • Hardest module in the department?! Noooooooooo!!!!! #
  • IS TODAY CAPSLOCK DAY ON FACEBOOK? #
  • Just left the building and walked about 100 yards before discovering that my lecture is in the building I just left >_< #
  • Elevator music!!! #
  • Aaah! The elevator music has an announcer! #
  • "If I put them in my bag, Shakespeare will crush them!" #
  • @lycangrrl the change of name process in your country is weird in reply to lycangrrl #
  • Travel Sick + Top of Bus = Ill Cat >_< #
  • I only identified the strange foreign language being shouted behind me as a flavour of Chinese because one of the speakers swore. Hmm. #
  • @lycangrrl *nod* but the whole having to pay and get legal permission for something as simple as what people call you… that sucks. in reply to lycangrrl #
  • Yay eye test! ^_^
    Yay new glasses! ^_^
    Yay Bupa! ^_^

    Boo having £100 less while Bupa process the whole thing v_v #

  • Just signed into online banking. "Hi Miss Lucy $mySurname" ^_^ #
  • @lycangrrl EGADS! in reply to lycangrrl #
  • @scattermoon good plan. *hugs* in reply to scattermoon #
  • @lycangrrl nom in reply to lycangrrl #
  • Hey! Who want to go to the Glitterball? Buy your tickets NOW! http://www.warwicksu.com/ents/event/6097/ #
  • Hmm. So… that £100 or so that Bupa were going to reimburse me for glasses? Yeah… they explicitly don't pay for eyecare anymore :( #
  • Glitterball, people! Buy now, before it's too late! http://www.warwicksu.com/ents/event/6097/ #
  • Just been to Iceland for the first time in years. It feels so… young mum of four. #
  • Note to self: when a letter says your appointment is at 15:30, don't copy it down as 5:30. >_< #
  • Where's my gorram bus! I'm cold! Hmph. #
  • @spencedavies hurrah! Paranoia over. in reply to spencedavies #
  • Glitterball is coming up fast! I'm going, are you? Buy your tickets NOW! http://www.warwicksu.com/ents/event/6097/ #
  • "Hello, household with a TV License. We know you don't have a TV License. We're coming round to prove it and fine you loads, scumbags! kthx" #
  • Logged into DCS WiFI on my iPhone. Tbh… the non-3G phone network is better. #
  • Person behind me in the queue started scanning their items before I had started paying for mine! >_< #
  • Google Wave now has permissions! I should not be so excited about this! #
  • http://twitpic.com/z8ull – Epic Nom #
  • CompSoc gaming social… but my game is taking so long to load >_< http://yfrog.com/3lkfhxj #
  • Trackmania: one of the greatest, most frustrating games EVER #
  • Gaming should not be this tiring. Clearly I need more pizza. #
  • My evening: 3 hours of intensive gaming followed by an hour and a half of relaxing coding. Time well spent. #
  • Shoot me up with some preposterone, doc. I've got some preposterising to do! #
  • @plastikscissorz holy crap poeticness! in reply to plastikscissorz #
  • @plastikscissorz too long to retweet :( in reply to plastikscissorz #
  • Speaking of preposterosity, can anybody think of a less preposterous sounding name for 'Causality Wavefronts'? #
  • Success! #
  • "Hmm. Red light in bus lane. I know! I'll drive in the car lanes!"
    Mr Bus Driver, I like your style. #
  • @bma the other day, one was stuck in a bus lane, 'cause the red light doesn't change unless you're a bus. in reply to bma #
  • I have RIBBONS!!! #
  • @itsmonktastic was it good? in reply to itsmonktastic #
  • Playing with BumpTop #
  • @plastikscissorz Not yet… in reply to plastikscissorz #
  • @tvlicensing Will do. in reply to tvlicensing #
  • Suspicious of @tvlicensing "Send an email to this non tvlicensing.co.uk email address". Looks like a scam, Fishburn-Hedges. No email for you #

Jan 18 2010

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-01-18

at 4:00 am
  • ♫ Triumphant! Champion of Ithaca! ♫ #
  • Good morning Vietnam! No. Wait… Good morning Internet. #
  • The union's piano is gone! #
  • I can has twitter API? #
  • I have #GoogleWave invites, if anybody wants some. LOADS of Google Wave invites. #
  • "You can't be a real squirrel unless you have a beer and an airline." #
  • "It helps if you have some kind of a football team, or some nuclear weapons, but at the very least you need a beer." #
  • I had a panic half way through that exam when one of the invigilators accidentally collected my part A answer booklet… Got it back though. #
  • So apparently, second years are getting free entry to all Friday night union events for the rest of the academic year! Woo! #
  • I have a sudden craving for Costcutters' 'Epic Beef' flavour pot noodle… #
  • Café Library's 'cheap' breakfast, served on paper plates with plastic cutlery, was charged per item. With my two drinks: £7.50!!!!! *faints* #
  • @plastikscissorz :( *hugs* in reply to plastikscissorz #
  • On a bus and a guy sitting near me is making weird noises. It's making me feel uncomfortable. I think he's laughing, but I can't really tell #
  • @scattermoon Me not know! Me want talk like this. Is stranger than strange! in reply to scattermoon #
  • Oh Codd… The guy sitting next to him has joined in now >_< #
  • @scattermoon that would make it obvious! People in buses don't just get up half way through and change seats. in reply to scattermoon #
  • @scattermoon about 10/15 minutes I think. I would expect he'll get off before me though. in reply to scattermoon #
  • Well. Scary noises guy appears to have fallen asleep. #
  • Spoke too soon. #
  • @plastikscissorz :D in reply to plastikscissorz #
  • Need a way to read twitter streams in Google Reader. Freemyfeed, which I used to use, appears to have been blocked by twitter. #
  • Good Mornfternoneventide, Interpeeps! #