Feb 26 2010

This week has been a waste…

at 9:42 pm

Current Mood: Sad & TiredI’ve managed to miss… pretty much everything this week:

Feb 21 2010

I need an ego boost

at 1:34 am

Current Mood: SadFill in my Johari Window!
http://kevan.org/johari?name=StrawberryUtopia
I’ve just been re-reading the (hidden to non-exec members) Pride forum bitchiness explosion thread where IRA made their first public comments. It’s been about 3 months since that thread was locked, which has given me time to look at my comments with fresh eyes.
And you know what? IRA kinda [...]

Feb 15 2010

Hmm. 5am. How did that happen?

at 4:41 am

Current Mood: TiredYes, once again it is ridiculous o’clock and I haven’t been to bed yet. Bad times. However, as I now don’t have enough time to go to sleep, as I actually want to get to my 10am lecture, this technically counts as getting up on time! Assuming I manage to stay up all [...]

Feb 13 2010

I keep losing friends

at 7:10 am

Current Mood: Sad & TiredMy mind is broken.
You might get sick of hearing me say that.
—– Edit: Here starts an epic over-reaction of fail. —–
I’ve managed to lose 3 friends now. The first, down to continually abusing her and taking her for granted for reasons that I still don’t know myself. She was too [...]

Feb 6 2010

The Scourge of Focus Stealing

at 2:33 am

Current Mood: Angry & TiredI hate iTunes sometimes. It keeps on deciding that it is more important than anything else I’m doing on here, and brings itself to the front (making me accidentally press buttons that have been on screen for less than a millisecond). It keeps doing this. Seriously. Every. Single. Fucking. Minute.
“Hi! [...]

Feb 4 2010

Why do people continue to put up with me?

at 3:59 am

Current Mood: TiredRemember ‘Alice’? Maybe this post will remind you. Well… they are far too forgiving for their own good.
Tonight’s attack on Alice, the person who once proclaimed that it was not within my power to dent her mood, left her upset. I recall her saying that she was going to go to bed crying. [...]

Jan 30 2010

Another day wasted

at 3:20 am

Current Mood: TiredI got out of bed at about 5pm today, so today didn’t stand much of a chance from the start.
With the Glitterball tomorrow, there were a few things that I needed to get done today. Getting up so late meant I had to catch up with lectures, for a start. I’m determined not [...]

Jan 17 2010

So I woke up at 1.30am…

at 7:10 am

So I woke up at 1.30am today…
I went to bed at about 8am ish. I was up all morning talking on MSNetc. I may at some point blog about what I was talking about in one conversation in particular, though that might take a while…
So, having missed a social I organised and planned to attend, [...]

Jan 16 2010

…and I mean VERY fragile

at 5:27 am

Current Mood: SadNice to know that ‘Alice’s immediate priority was to protect themselves and ensure that everybody was aware than none of it was ever in any way their fault.
And their right. It wasn’t. It’s just…
Yeah.
Rather than actually doing anything, or keeping themselves anonymous (I did mention specifically that if you knew who I was [...]

Jan 16 2010

Exams are all over, and other exciting tales.

at 3:57 am

Current Mood: Happy & TiredYay!
Last exam was today. Didn’t like getting up early, but glad they’re all over now.
As expected, most of my revision and learning (to make up for the lecture I missed) came last minute. In fact, about 50% for each module was the night before! If I get decent marks off of that, the implication [...]